Monday Monday la la.. la la lala

Monday's have Never been My favorite day of the week. I know I'm not alone in that.. lol.. But I have a rule (that I mostly follow) that I clean all week and then on Saturday and Sunday I just relax or do crafts or spend time with family or friends.. Soooooo, When Monday comes I usually have a lot of dishes to do, trash to empty and anything else that might have come up during the weekend. 
But I guess it's worth it to have two care free days.. :)

I know everyone says to spend as much time with your parents as you can while they are living because you will miss them when they are gone.. Well, I did spend as much time with them as I could. It wasn't always an easy task.. But we all had a very strange relationship.. Anyway, It's been 2 years this last Feb. That my mom passed and it's been only 2 months since my dad has passed.  
I took Mom's passing pretty well because she fought lung cancer for over 8 years... So when she passed I felt she did all she could and suffered more than enough for one person. So it was a release to see her go and be free from pain and all the trouble breathing.. 
My Dad on the other hand, Had some trouble breathing but seemed to be holding his own until the Dr. told him he should have a heart valve replacement. The Dr. told him it would help his breathing a lot. So, Dad decided to do it. Well, guess they had to end up putting 2 replacement valves on dad's heart. And Sad to say, I don't know if it was the Dr's or Dad's understanding of what they were telling him, but 2 different times he just Stopped taking the meds he was givin. He said the Dr. told him to. I find that so hard to believe because No Dr. ever tells you to stop medication all at once.. Especially if it is for your heart or you have been on it a while.. He went thru some really bad swelling sessions too.. I just know the last time he stopped taking all of them at once he didn't live thru it.. He made it about 2 days.. I just wonder if he wasn't understanding things well because of how he was feeling.. :(   
No matter, It was just sudden and unexpected.. So Now I'm dealing with a Life ins. company that keeps wanting more and more info.. I have given them everything they have asked for, but they continue to want more.. Not really sure where this is going to end, but I have a feeling it will end when they prove that Dad or me messed up somewhere along the line so they don't have to pay us.. 
That makes me sad just because I know Dad did this just so we wouldn't have to worry about his funeral expenses and he could also leave us with a little money to take care of ourselves.. 
But However it turns out, I will take care of his expenses and I will do whatever I have to do to make sure things are done right.. 
I am just really glad I got to see him the week before he passed and give him his Father's day gift and Birthday gift.. :)   

Ok.. Sorry if I am bringing you all down.. Wasn't my intention I swear.. I just needed to get that out I guess and really don't want to share it with my family or friends cause I don't want them feeling sorry for me.. I don't need sympathy at this point.. lol.. I just need the Ins. thing to be done already so I can move on with my life... 

So, Do any of you have art sites, or craft sites to share with me?? I would love to see what you do. :)  I love crafts as much as my art. I love to make things with my hands... I also love to see others talents. :)
If you do, please share with me so I can take a look and save you to my favorites. :)

Ok.. Enough for now..lol..
Have a Great Day all.. 
Aunita